I'm sad

"Perfect"
                                                                                                                     by : Simple Plan

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect 

Hi sir I will tell you about my reason why I choose to write this song lyric and post it to your blog. Every time listen to this song, I always feel sad. This song tells about a child that wants to make his father to be proud with her / him. The child has done anything but his/her father doesn’t care anymore. He/she feels that he/she is never being good enough for his/her father.  His/her father seems so far and never spent time with him/her.

Now I’m having a problem with my father. We have different way to solve something. I think it’s only a little problem and won’t be serious like that happen now. But in fact, my guess is wrong. This week my father and I keep silent each other. I want to apologize to him but I’m confused how to do it. My mother can’t do anything because my father is a persisted man in his stand. I miss with his smile and want to laugh together with him. But I can’t do anything; just pray to God in order to my father forgive me as soon as possible.

Pratiwi Nurul Aini

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